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已经九年没有在家过春节，来新的第十个年头终于要回家过年了。只买到了除夕的机票，希望可以及时到家吃团年饭。

 

本命年就这样不知不觉间溜走。学习工作各半年，中间去了趟加州。开始工作后才知道自己是多么的无知与无助！半年后的我还是在茫茫大海中挣扎，连救命稻草的方向在哪儿都不知道。菜鸟的炼狱在新的一年还在继续...

 

终于在刚参加工作之际尽了点孝道，将父母接来新玩了一个月。结果变成服侍我一个月，每天帮我打扫房间，煮饭，洗衣，哎...尝到甜头的我还准备今年十二月再将父母接来...

 

体力越来越糟糕，打球的机会越来越少！不知来年能否改变这现状？

 

 

I'm happy and satisfied with my 4 years of study in NUS. On the very first day when i stepped into NUS, I set one and only one task for myself, to obtain first class honor. I was so happy when i saw my last semester results online two days ago. I have been always worried that I might not get a good grade for my final year project, coz the examiner really 'raped' me with tons of questions which i could not answer at all during my thesis presentation. It was a nightmare!! The final grade, in the end turned out to be not bad. think i'm just a lucky bustard. but of course, i really should thank my project supervisor and all the research fellows in the lab. they guided me along the way. Thank you so much!

 

I have accomplished more things than the mere task. I had 2 years of great experience in Sheares Hall. I made into the basketball varsity team. I got a gold medal for a major basketball tournament... All these are so important to me. they will be part of my sweetest memories.

 

The biggest regret is that i didn't get into the NOC program, after 2 attempts. i didn't get a chance to immerse myself in the culture of silicon valley and stanford. Nevertheless, i always look at it from another angle - if i were selected for the NOC, i might not stay in sheares, or wear the NUS basketball jersey, or obtain the only gold medal in my bball 'career'. once i think this way, i'm relieved. 塞翁失马，焉知非福!

Finally, I got my visitor's visa to the States! Haven't decided which airlines to fly yet...SIA is expensive, it's like 200 dolars more than North West or United Airlines. but considering its quality service, and the 16 hours of travelling time, i'm really tempted. Will leave immediately after my last papar and stay there for 2 weeks. Golden Gate Bridge, Stanford, L.A., Las Vegas, hopefully Grand Canyon...AND... FACTORY OUTLET SHOPPING! heard from a friend that a pair of basketball shoes cost like 30 USD there! haha not gonna miss it!!!

 

Just finished my FYP draft thesis. Presentations during the next two weeks, and 2 more term tests coming along. Think it'll be the last critical moment of my undergraduate years. Farewell to NUS, soon...

 

Anyway, suddenly feel that life's all about making choices. there are so many roads in front of you, leading to different directions... whichever i may choose, just hope that i won't regret in the future.

最后一个学期过了一半，发现自己实在已没有动力读书了。每天昏昏沉沉的去听lecture,然后偶尔去lab昏昏沉沉的做一点FYP，其余时间就完全和书本无关了。觉得就应该这样，工作以后再没有可能这样懒散的生活了。所以剩下来的两个多月我要继续每天早上看NBA直播，然后尽量频繁的去打篮球！